hey mel, fish sticks?

[WAR]

Congrats CloverKat!!!!!! *hugs ya

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[~~CloverKat~~]

hahaha~ NOPE blaze...she is actually going to spend the next couple of months at the trainers. she should be back by the week before christmas and then she will have a nice *rest* and then i will be getting back on her in January or very early February (no matter WHAT!)

because i have been so sick i have been grounded from her since April...BUT i have still managed to show her in a couple of classes that don't require riding.

*LOL* ALL of the horses at the barn have noticed my little basketball (i just really started showing at 6 months) and funny enough, they ALL like to stick their mouths on my tummy and snort or nicker...this kid is going to come out wanting to ride! which is great, cuz that is what we do here!

hey, im picking up some pictures of my beauty this week and im going to scan them so get with me and ill email ya one! that mare is a doll!

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Cowgirl UP!

[Më£ïñÐa]

oooh! cooly cooly cooly!!! *jumps around
why was ya keepin it a secret 4???
n i wanna see a horsie......k

*VVVB

[~~CloverKat~~]

mel....

i wasn't really keeping it a secret. i only told a few people who had sat and gone through the past 3 years with me...we just didn't want to jinx anything...

this process has taken us to the emotional brink of hell and back....and along the way, we almost lost each other....i guess if anything, we were trying to make it to the "12 week mark" which is the point where my doctor relaxed. of course, they also thought i wouldn't be so sick after that...BOY were they wrong.

the longer i waited to say anything, the less i was online. the sicker i got! *LOL* several months ago...miss 2CUTE guessed i was pregnant...*LOL* she pm'd me and asked if i was pregnant or sick (i don't know if she meant sick, sick or bulimic or something...*LOL*)...

anyways, i wasn't hiding it, i was just scared that something was going to happen. instead of "congrats" my doctor's first comment was..."let's see how long you can carry it" it wasn't meant to be ugly, it was just that he knew the emotional roller coaster that we had been on and he didn't want us to just go nuts, we weren't out of the woods yet.

after spending my birthday in the hospital and other times (i mean, i could TELL you how my baby looks i have seen it so many times on songram *VBS*) i was just scared. now, im excited! still sick, but excited!

and like i said, 2 had been buggin me to tell and i was going to do it from work on 9/11...and it wasn't the time.

ANYWAYS! i got my pics of me horse and i am going to scan them at work! *VBS* so you can see her!

anyways...i just wanted to tell you that...and OMG..i can just post and post and post...my posts used to be one line...now i just say WHATEVER is on my mind...well, i always did that..now i elaborate!

[*Leo the Lioness*]

hell, i've been elaborating forever and they just called me crazy *G

actually, clover, i know i'm not someone you even wanna hear from, but i'm gonna say it anyway:

i'm very happy for you, and because you've wanted this for so long, and have gone through a lot to have a baby, i just know you're going to make an excellent mom....the enthusiasm in your posts light up my room through the screen, so i know i'm not wrong ....and some say miracles dont happen anymore....

despite everything else, i sincerely wish you and your baby all the best, but most of all, HEALTH!! *prays*

[~~CloverKat~~]

im going to do something i said i would never do again, but in the past 13 days we have all done things we thought we could never witness or do and i have always lived my life with no regrets...

thanks Leo...i appreciate that...i really do.

and yes, it has been the winding road from hell...but you hit the nail right on the head....because within me right now is my own little miracle that "never should've happened"

lots of things never should happen...but where would we be if they didn't? where would i be? i dunno...ill answer that in a few months. right now, i wouldn't be on cloud 9!

and for the record. i held down an apple and a small amount of pasta salad today at lunch! baby steps....*VBS*

oh...and im sooooooo freakin excited that my hubby has found the caramel apples....i finally had a craving for something! (only took me 7 freakin months!)maybe i will start to get better and GROW! *VBS*

anyways, thanks Leo...and people do tell me that they don't need headlights around me right now because im just bursting with happiness....*LOL* even when im pukin my brains out!

and thank you for the prayers...they really do come true...

[Blazey]

Clover..*L..please send me some pics!!..i need to scan a few of my boys for you too..*S..ya know my mom had a mare for 28 years..I was supposed to be born on May 26..my mom said nope she will be born on my horses's birthday..guess what..*L*..i was...She even rode when she was 6 months pregnant..so it is definetely in the blood!
I am so happy for you tho...maybe one day i will know the joy ..*VBS*..*hugs*

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[Non Phixion]

holy shit... congrats Kat.... damn there gonna be a kitten on it's way huh?.... i couldn't be happier for ya... and i bet u is glowin.... anyway i'll see ya round and u can tell me more

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how did i get so far gone?
where do i belong?
where in the world did i ever go wrong?

[Më£ïñÐa]

*pokes Non
just cus he's sittin above me....


mmmmmmmmm! caramel apples!!!!
there's a place at the mall that has the BIGGEST caramel apples you've ever seen...
they cost from 5$ to 6.50$...
covered with caramel and or nuts, a caramel chocolate coating, even a rocky road or s'more type coating about 15 different kinds of caramel coatings....
they are sooooo yummy!!

[Non Phixion]

*spins mel on my finger like a basketball
just cuz she's below me *S

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how did i get so far gone?
where do i belong?
where in the world did i ever go wrong?